The Beginning Of A New Ending
My life has always taken the unselfish path; I don't know why I care so much about those who are treated so badly. Maybe it's because of Biological father who abused his family and his own self, or maybe because every step I take other giant obstacle stands before me. First finding out I have a hearing loss in my right ear in the 2nd grade and was always frowned upon by my peers, not only by my hearing loss because I could of been at the top of the food chain hanging with the jocks and preps, but because my heart is so accepting I decided to stay with the ones who weren't cool you may call them freakish you may call weird but I see them as people who never got a chance to shine.
Then in 5th grade summer I was hit with a processing problem which means when I'm listening to a lecture I might get the beginning and end but the middle may be blank so I reach for things in the beginning and end to fill the middle like a puzzle. It even was so bad that I couldn't understand non-fiction at all, but this doesn't make me stupid Einstein had the same issue and he dropped out of middle school now look at him. I been tested by trained doctors for my IQ and I may be 14 but I scored higher than a college student, unfortunately because of my processing problem I stay as an average student who is still climbing at the top.
Then of course 6th grade summer it couldn't get worse, I was hit by a massive boulder when I was only inches away from achieving my goals. My biological dad died and it made us go in genetic testing My older sister and I were diagnosed with a heart condition which can kill us if we get hit to hard in the chest which means when I was finally started getting into football on my own (because my step dad never tried to get me into sports he kinda just threw me aside) So I can't do P.E or any sports except swimming and golf which hurt me a lot because I'm a very active person, but good thing I had a passion for swimming.
I dream about being a movie director and writer I had this dream for about two year and am sticking with it and been looking for education in my hometown besides my school. Even though when I tell people of my career dream they may say hay that’s great but I can sense in the back of there head there saying with all the problem this kid has the best job he can have is working at fast food restaurant but I ignore those comments and keep climbing. My dad just says what he thinks instead of saying lies, I been told that he doesn't think I'll achieve college the way the economy is going and where are you going to get the money he asks me I tell him I’ll get a scalar ship but he just laughs in disbelief, but at least I have friends and my mom and sister who supports me and that what keep my engine running.
I write about things that aren't real by the naked eye, so called myths that have never been proved real. I like the genre because it is my portal to escape from the real world my imagination. An I usually mix these stories that I make from my past or dreams or current things in life, what I write deals with something about me how I feel parts of my life and this is how I develop a story and this is why I always wanted to make my stories come to life.
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